We are sitting at a long wooden table. There are children's toys between us, our two computers, my camera, and a bowl filled with unpaid bills and pieces of mail. And two bowls of steaming carrot dill soup. There might as well be a canyon between us for all the effort it would take to sweep it all aside, take a deep breath and embrace each other.
Anyone who has been in a relationship knows that there are those moments when it all just Feels. Like. Too. Much. When you're tired of climbing up that mountain, a big boulder strapped to your shoulders while the gales of winter beat at your face and rip at your clothes, doing everything in their power to sweep you off your feet. When you're not sure why you bother: to get up in the morning, cook that weekend breakfast, heat up a bowl of soup for the two of you.
It's at those moments that I usually start dreaming of cliffs. They're not always real cliffs, sharp and high and intraversible. Sometimes they're figurative: I'm standing on a stage before a speech that I've always been afraid of delivering, or I'm about to jump into a big pool of water, so deep and dark blue I can hardly see the rocks on the bottom… But I know they're there. Always just out of sight and beyond reach is the possibility of failing, of crashing down and breaking my spine and losing myself and everything I love so entirely, so completely, that I will never gain it back.
I wake up in cold sweat, clutching at the blankets around me. Clutching at his hands, wrapped tightly around my mid-section. Clutching at us like it's the last thing in the world that matters.
Then I take a few deep breaths. And I get up. I make some coffee and kiss him goodbye, and go to work. And then I come home, and sometimes it starts all over again, that endless battle against no one but yourself and that person who is all but an extension of you… But sometimes, just sometimes, it ends there, with that dream.
And always, those two bowls of carrot dill soup.
Can't get enough soup? Try my Jewish Chicken Soup, or my Fresh corn soup recipe.
Recipe
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Carrot dill soup
Ingredients
- Carrot soup with dill
- 2 TBs grape seed oil
- 2 TBs olive oil
- 2 onions chopped
- 4 garlic cloves
- 1 2- inch Knob of ginger grated
- 1.5 lb carrots peeled and chopped
- 1 - 1.5 litres vegetable broth
- Dill for topping
- Sour cream or vegan soy or coconut cream for topping (optional)
- Fresh spicy peppers diced (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat a heavy bottomed pot to medium-heat. Add oil and onions. Sauté onions for 10 mins, until they start turning translucent. Add ginger and garlic, and sauté for an additional 2 minutes.
- Add carrots and broth and bring to a boil. Once boiling, lower the heat and let cook, covered, for 20 mins. Add salt, pepper and dill, and blend thoroughly. Taste.
- Right before serving, drizzle sour cream, coconut milk or soy cream, top with additional chopped dill and spicy red peppers.
Terry says
Rejoice! Without lows there would be no highs.
kseniaprints says
Thank you, Terry. I tend to agree - which is why I like a little saltiness with every sweet bite.
Masha | Cardo with Carrots says
Totally digging this soup! Full of so much nutrition and life. It will make any "down" moment turn over!!
kseniaprints says
That's the hope 😀
Carole Cohen says
Hi, I am making your squash soup tonight or tomorrow but this recipe sounds wonderful. I would like to make it next week - question though: do I add a specific amount of fresh dill (or dried if it's all I can find) ? I only see it as a garnish but I know it's in the soup! THanks much and of course I will comment on the squash soup when I make it this weekk (I'm using yellow and zucchini because that's what I have)
Your soups are a wonderful exploration. I have copied about four more too!
kseniaprints says
Yes! 1-2 TBs if it's fresh, or 1-2 teaspoon dried. Depends on how strong you like your dill flavor 🙂